
There was a single purpose to this website originally, to share my personal research with others that would find it helpful--against those that despise us and hate the truth. I always found it as part of me being a "bible student" to conduct research that satisfies me and makes me feel that I am chewing the meat of the Bible rather than casually swallowing milk. That's how I operate, I have to be chewing to stay burning, to stay lit.
I think "meat" can be relative, to some, "meat" may be what I would consider "milk" and to me I may consider "meat" what someone else may consider "milk." With that said, yes there are some very basic Scriptural teachings that most of us should all accept as "milk" and
should understand. But the things beyond, and the deeper gems of the Scriptures I find will be relatively "deep" to everyone, depending on what the subject is.
As I stated my original purpose was to share my research, which I have enjoyed when I found some new gem, or some new way to dissemble the trinity or some other lie that is commonly encountered at the door in the ministry. Out in the ministry when I started getting strange explanations or variations of the Trinity teaching, I began to wonder where this was coming from as it was more than I had learned about the Trinity (my own limited knowledge). So I did more research on the Library CD and also in other reference material (all material that the brothers use, such as Catholic encyclopedia, other Bibles, Strong's numbers, Vine's and authors they reference etc), then later I wanted to see exactly what people were being told about their own teachings, so I
did visit multiple church's websites. Everything from Seventh-Day Adventist, to Mormon to Catholic and some "non-denominational" church "groups." (
none were apostate sites or any sites created by ex Jehovah's witnesses, since I had already had a terrible experience with such people in the past, ever since then I've stayed away from them) Anyway, I quickly saw they all had a
different understanding of what the Trinity was and therefore
my common questions and responses to house holders would depend on what trinity they believed. Please note, I knew also that other brothers/sisters handle these types of doors differently, some just leave the brochure or share a scripture and end the conversation to many more other ways--everyone has their own method. My method at the time was to get very involved with the householder about the subject, I found it burned my zeal for truth to show people that they should reason on the matter. After a while that method of mine began to find more reason and understanding. I learned from experience, most (not all) Trinitarians will
only change their view point when they decide it on their own. No amount of scriptures will do that. The truths are there, but if they are blinded they will not see it and their ego will be a major hindering factor in seeing the truth. My method has changed in dealing with Trinitarians dramatically over the years. It's much more simpler now and the only people I actually do share more than a few scriptures with and attempt to reason with them are those that are humble and truly respect the Bible--rather than tradition. So that short experience is what practically birthed my Trinity articles.
Another portion of my website was for the common misconceptions about Jehovah's Witnesses. Again, they were
misconceptions,
questions or
assertions that I had encountered at the door. I researched most of the ones I could remember on the Library CD to find answers to and also eventually found most of these question (among others of course) or assertions consolidated in one website which was not ran by an ex-Jehovah's Witness or any apostate--which I made sure of (and which I found was interesting that it was just another person in Christendom.) He was simply an "ordained minister" that went to school at a theology college (big deal right?)
See to me there is a difference, an apostate can ask the question "A" and a member of Christendom (whom has never known Jehovah) can ask the same question "A". Is there a difference? In my opinion yes. For example, I've encountered apostates at the door, and I've been asked, "
is Jesus a true god or a false god?" To which of course I would later deduct was a disfellowshiped person. And I've also encountered non-denominational church pastors or members ask me the same or similar question. Here was the difference, an apostate can be told A = 1, and the apostate in most cases will find reasons to discredit
you or your references to reason in himself that he should not believe that A = 1 because
you are now discredited--this results from a diseased mind, straw-man attacks, red herrings and etc--all the qualities of an apostate.
Now the second type of person which I mentioned, can be told A = 1, and in most cases not
personally attack you or your faith. They commonly will try to show you scriptures
they believe teaches their teaching. Or they will try to be argumentative with you, but for totally different reasons, in most cases it won't come off personal, just emotional for them.
Which is normal. However apostates, with them it is personal, they still have a sense of injustice they feel they need to correct regardless if it was right or wrong, their disgruntled attitude eliminates any sound communication--that's why if they are already disfellowshiped and continue their course, they do not communicate with the elders--rather they accuse, attack and discredit. Proof of that statement I point you to what we see at our convention entrances! Small mobs with an attitude, not a Christian spirit.
My point of the last few paragraphs, was to show, my website was never designed to investigate apostate claims. I can care less what they have to say because of what I already stated in my last paragraphs. That is why I have refrained visiting or conversing with brothers or sisters on the internet that
do host such websites, to better protect myself--as I said, I've already had a spiritually bad experience with such material. It did
nothing for me. Where as the truth has done so much! Therefore, I
will be removing the guestbook. My wife made a point to which I find isn't without basis, regarding the communication on the internet and material that can present itself through my website by means of people that can post material. The guestbook is such an avenue in my opinion and really the only one on my website that could be used that way. Which of course there is evidence of by simply looking at the countless of posts I've had to delete, edit or block. Additionally, websites some posters post also need to be screened, and in order to be screened they would most likely have to be visited so therefore that would be another reason. Any websites that I have allowed however were ones I already knew of and found them to be encouraging. But there is no reason to allow room for error and it would be better to remove the guestbook. I will miss all the kind comments and experiences of others, not because it made me feel as if I did something for you, but because it gave me faith and endurance knowing we are all very well alive all over the place, felt closer to the brotherhood even though we were thousands of miles apart. I assume if any brother became a friend of mine over the internet I'd have to call your kingdom hall and make sure you were an active brother--you can never be to sure--even though your fruits would prove you one, but yet that is one of the admonishments we
do receive, to get to know people you can actually know than just over digital signals.
In either case, I have been busy, too busy to write any new articles and pretty much there hasn't been much to
my concern to write on. I have done plenty of research though, but none of it has felt I needed to add it to my collection. And let this one fact not escape your thoughts
all my research was
based on the research provided by the faithful & discreet slave class. Or on material they have used. I have never claimed to be a source or a teacher of new information, that is not
my job or responsibility, nor do I want such a responsibility--that belongs only to this class. I am simply a publisher of this information, a publisher just like you, a sheep, that needs to get fed and does not feed himself. All the information I've provided can easily be found through
logic and good use of the information we are given. So it really is thanks to this chosen class of students that I have any knowledge at all, and ultimately thanks to Christ's direction and God's spirit revealing light!
So to conclude this long winded post (sorry,) the word of caution is nothing different that we hear, "be careful on the internet." I do not host this website to reveal anything new, to "discuss our teachings" or to refute
apostate claims. It's simply informational purposes of my own learning. In the end, my small website is an unpopular, insignificant space on the internet that contains some brother's research. Nothing more, nothing less. Thanks for reading.
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